It's almost 3 and I've done exactly nada.
It's not the lazy thing, it's stuff out of my control so now I'm trying to fucking hit it hard and obviously, part of that is blogging.
My stats went up this week but I'm a bit dismayed about who exactly is reading this and their motivations. Some of them are hackers trying to get my info, the areas (countries) of readership make no sense otherwise, it's not like I'm a big hitter.
Many are able to use a redirected url but I am able to see, thanks to a rather intelligent friend, to see where most urls are actually based and at least one of them? I see you. Just stop. I'm an open book, call me.
So the fact that my stats go up isn't necessarily a good thing.
My blog is a daily tally of the moment.
It's not inspirational, not motivational. I try not to post TMI on FB anymore and so this is largely, for the moment, for my friends and family who want to know my state of mind.
People who care. Those of you who are here to try and find information on someone else...or to see if I'm posting about someone specific, you might as well let it go.
I have to care about you in order to want to write about you. And the people I care about have been there for me through the good, the bad, the ugly, they do not presume to require me to be someone I am not, in order to be accepted into their fold so to speak. They do not ask things of me that they do not hold themselves up to.
End of rant.
So I have been moving been forward. Lots of forward movement and it's hard, it's not in my nature so I'm not giving up on today.
I trust that when all of this is done and behind me, it'll have meaning and I am going to really be working on budgeting my time as well as my money.
So I am going to get going. Not gonna stop. Not until bedtime.
Have a good day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
