Distasteful

 

Hi Everyone,

And Good Morning!

Ok, so. Yesterday was a...I mean, it was bizarre and distasteful and overall not good. Amazing what a night of sleep will do for you.

Pumpkin came up and slept with us (my daughter slept with me last night) and she was ridiculously cute.

Lots of weird ass dreams but no bad ones. My daughter dreamt about mom. She came to her. I think my daughter needed that.

Today is just gonna be today.

Yes, there are plans but nothing written in stone so to speak.

Since I am not working, I have decided that rollerskating will happen on Wednesday nights. It's cheaper and they play old school rock. 

Part of what has made it hard for me to want to go on Sunday mornings is the music they play. Me no likey.

I'm kindof doing things haphazardly. Laundry. Dishes. I need to do the whole apartment because I let everything go this last week and a half but there are no excuses now.

I've been showering a bit obsessively now that I don't have to go back to that stinky trailer, I just want to feel clean.

I realized that I haven't felt truly clean in months. I gave myself a hair mask this morning and I'm going to take a bougie bath tonight because I didn't do it last night. Yesterday got away from me, I felt out of control almost from the time I woke up and what I mean by that is circumstances around me felt out of control and I didn't like it and so I gave up, did the couch potato thing. 

Today, I will not be doing that.

I am almost to 600 for subscribers. I'm so happy. This happened all on it's own. I owe a huge debt to Pumpkin for that because every time I make a short about her, I gain a subscriber or two and then people find out I'm not a cat channel and they like the other shorts I do and it's amazing.

I do intend to shoot one or two longform videos today.

And work on cleaning and projects and getting some bathbombs going.

I'm going to post my VisionList for the year too. I'll have to probably include a link so people can see it. So hopefully, tomorrow I'll be able to do that.

Alright, well loves, I'm outta here and on with it as they say. Today can be better. 

I think I might turn my phone off. I'm kindof over people today and although I want to be seeing people, I don't want to deal with anyone today because yesterday was too much. 

A good, productive day is what I need.

I hope your day is good.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie