Nope

Good Morning,

And I suppose it is...a good morning. In theory. The sun is shining and it's not hot out, not humid, rather it's chilly and brisk.

I love that.

Alas, I am sitting here with the chair massager on. 

This pain in my back though...it's never lasted for this long.

As long as I am sleeping or moving, no paid but the minute I am still...it settles and in and grips me in a vice.  It's not what I would describe as agony, it's not that, no. But it's this deep, burning ache.

Ugh.

My daughter gave me a massage last night, just in the area where there is pain and that usually knocks it out. But nope. Put ice on it...nope. Took a steaming hot bougie bath with epsom salts...nope. Stretches...nope.

I don't know what to do. This will be my last week at work and I want to be able to get things done. I may have to take the chair massager with me. It's the only thing that allows me to sit in front of a computer for more than 60 seconds.

Anyways, enough about my pain.

Boring.

Yesterday was a knock it out of the park day. I had no choice! To stop  moving was to have my back go nuts so I kept moving.

Two projects out of the way; I took everything out of the fridge and I cleaned the shit of it. It sparkles. And I went through any area with cat puke stains and scrubbed them out. That one will now be something I do twice a month on cleaning weeks. But it was nice to get that taken care of. I did laundry, I  made chili, I grocery shopped. I filled up my gas tank, I went over to my friend's to drop something off...dishes, all the things. Again, I love having a clean space all around me. It's inspired my daughter to keep things neat too.

You just feel better and that's why I've been pushing through all these things. It makes me feel better and it keeps me feeling better.

Today is mainly about the projects, what remains of them,  a bit of baking and planning for my week. A good healthy dose of job search too.

Plus as of this moment, I intend to go rollerskating. So...yeah.

I guess I better go ready for that, not dressed yet.

I hope you all have a great day. 

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie