Nada

Hi Everyone,

I completely blanked on blogging yesterday; like nada, not even a thought of it. 

I got stuff done last night.

I also brought my daughter out and she was able to see the Northern Lights. They weren’t as vibrant as the night before, but they were beautiful and she was happy to be able to say she’s seen them now.

I am knocking it out at work, which is unlike me, let’s face it, I put stuff off that I don’t want to do. I think we all do that to an extent. But tomorrow will be the one week mark until I’m done. I’ll walk out that Friday and that’s it. I feel badly not sharing that I have to find something else, but I do, I need more money if I can get it, I need to not have three months off as much as I thought that that would be wonderful and it would, if I had money. I need insurance that doesn’t cost $1000 a month. I don’t hold that against them at all because they are a small business and insurance in this country is a crock of shit right now.

I woke up before my alarm clock went off this morning, and I was able to get up and at least get ready without feeling rushed. Everything else I usually do fell by the wayside, but that’s OK. And I cried this morning. These tears, this is what I was going through before I started taking medication and so I know that this is either hormonal or depression linked. I give myself enough grace to allow the tears, but I don’t wall in them and I don’t try to evaluate them. Hey, the bottom line is I’m going through a lot right now, many of the people I love are going through a lot right now.

I’ve always said that the only guarantee we come with when we are born, is that we will die. I don’t mean it to be morose, rather just that life is what life is and so much of it we can’t control. Better to roll with it and do what you can to make it beautiful.

Alright, well I guess I better get some shit done. My boss has this huge checklist and although I’ve accomplished many checks, there is more to do.

I hope you all have a good day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie