Things I Can Live Without

Good Morning!

Well, something was clearly up with me yesterday. In the last couple months, I have sometimes felt like a very little child. Must feel when they’re sick. They don’t understand it. They just know they feel miserable. I don’t know if yesterday was a mental health thing or a physical thing.

I got home, and I was just so exhausted. I preach about giving ourselves grace in these times, but I was bummed because I just wanted to try and do something but getting off the couch or something I couldn’t do, until I finally came to terms with the fact that I just needed to go to bed.

I slept on and off all night and I woke up to some very weird funky dreams. One involved a naked man. It was someone I know and I just about died and it literally made me wake up. Thank God it wasn’t anything sexual.

I might’ve had a heart attack.

No sex for me.

Well all I can say is back at it for another day, another couple dollars.

I’m forcing myself to look at my bank account balance everyday in an effort not to freak myself out but to hold myself accountable.

There are things I use on the daily that I’m running out of and I’m working on staying calm. I will have them again when things are more manageable.

These are things I can live without.

There’s really no time this morning to do anything but the dishes so I’ll do those and get to work.

As long as you do something, then every day counts.

Have a great day, you are loved.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie