Pay Offs

 Good Morning,

Oh man. Well, I'll tell you what?

I am sad and tired but I am also incredibly grateful.

My Auntie isn't coming. It's because of the shutdown and mass warnings went out yesterday AM and a list of the top airports affected. Newark was one of them; there will be cancellations and mass delays.

Newark was right at the top of the list. I don't blame her for cancelling. Newark is a main hub and I mean, people on the east coast are just built different. For many, there is no inner chill button.

I don't think I'd want to fly right now quite frankly.

So I'm sad about that. I'm tired because I fought being tired all week and I made shit happen.

The apartment is clean.

The only thing that remains for me is that when I get home this evening, I need to put my clean sheets on my bed, I need to pack up the Halloween decorations, which are all on my dining room table at the moment and get them into storage and then...I'm done.

I did more laundry last night, I vacuumed and I packed up some of the Halloween decorations, I got the clean dishes put away, I I emptied and scrubbed the litter boxes. Well my daughter emptied them, I cleaned them. She offered to clean them but I'm OCD about the boxes so I did it. She cleaned her bathroom and vacuumed the living room for me. This morning, I cleaned my bathroom, took a shower, all the "stuff", right?

I will go to bed tonight with everything done.

Since Steff isn't coming, I will have the entire weekend to finish the projects on my list and to get some exercise and fresh air...like...it's amazing.

This is what hard work does...it pays off.

Because once these projects are done, I can focus soley on maintenance of my household and my business...finally.

I'm very, very happy.

I feel grateful.

I hope I can see my Auntie soon. I miss her and I was looking forward to seeing her but it's more important that she be safe and that she doesn't have to be unduly stressed. I get that.

So yeah...so mote it be./

I wish you all good day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie