Brings Back Ick

Oh my God, it’s Friday!

So sleeping seems to be a thing with me now. I’ve gone from very little to sleeping all the time.

Well…not at work.

I got paid today, which is great but I have to go open a new bank account after work to make sure that stupid loan payment doesn’t go through again.

When will this nightmare end?

Sooner than later motherfuckers. I am not referring to you as a motherfucker, I am referring to the parts of the Universe that are conspiring to force this current life lesson upon me.

Ugh.

Anyways.

I made it to work, sitting in my car because I’m early. Although not in any way a trigger, being in this neighborhood brings back ick.

It’s ok, I manage.

I try to look at it like yeah…I’ve traversed these roads before but I’m in a different vehicle (my mind), and although my mind can also be a scary neighborhood, I’m not who I was then.

I’m just here doing my best. My current best. My best can get better.

Alright, off at 3:30 today so yay for that.

I hope you have a good day. Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie