Ugh. Another morning of I don't wanna. I did have a talk with a friend last night and she did say that all of what I'm going through at this job, it's valid and it sucks and it's awful.
There are two choices; quit, walk away or stay and make them my bitch.
There is a rebel in me who fights against any kind of authority and anyone telling me what to do.
And I think that has a place but unfortunately, I don't have money sitting in the bank to try and take care of all of this while I look for something else.
I got nada.
The rebel is out and there are things I'm doing that I better not write about, just in case, ways around this cold calling thing they lied to me about.
But I gotta find another job.
So.
This company wouldn't know loyalty if it bit them in the ass and so...they're not getting any from me but I will say you know, my attitude has got to be try as hard as you can to make it through this.
You win the lottery...good, walk. You don't, look for another job. Keep looking, don't give up. This company is a paycheck and a paycheck only. They are a means to an end and I'm gonna use them the way they are using me.
Just get me out of there...please Universe...get me out of there but not because I'm sick or anything negative.
You have to be careful of not only what you ask for, but how.
Knock on wood, but my stomach seems to be improving.
I stink like straight up arse so I'm going to go shower and do the things. Pumpkin now knows how to open the freezer and so all of the food prep I did for the week went out the window, or the freezer. Yeah, everything, including my ice...done for.
Having an intelligent cat...it's a handful. She's a handful.
But she's the handful I love.
Alright, well, I guess onwards we go.
And a big fuck you to the fuckers.
K.
Have a great day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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