I'm a mess today guys. But yesterday was worse, so you know, we'll just go with that.
That is a positive.
When I say yesterday was worse, what I mean is that my anxiety went through the roof and it dumbed me down. Oh my god.
I went out to my sister's to watch her pup and you know, she's slowed down so much. And I was so worried about her, like all my anxiety, all of it that had just continued to build up all day? It all went into her. I was texting my sister, like, is this normal, blah blah.
And she was fine.
She was fine.
I've been doing fine, haven't been sitting on my ass but it doesn't feel like that.
I'm trying to let go of patterns but I do have to clean the house again, I'm not ready to let that insanity go quite yet so I'm going to get started on that. It was worse a week ago Friday and I got that shit done in an hour and a half, then I'm going to make some products because there is only now. And right now, I don't have a job so anything...anything at all that could potentially help us, there is only now.
I plan to end the afternoon with job search.
Lots of job search.
In fact, I'm so all over the place, I switched from this blog to a job app I had started and I hit the submit button. Each job I apply for, I say out loud, "this is my job."
Whatever floats your boat and gets you through.
Yeah.
Ok, I need to get on with it.
My Daily Short:
Much love to you all.
Have a great day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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