Oh man. I'm not in a good place but the good news is I'm doing my best to push through. At the end of the day, if that's all I do, then that's something.
And I know...find a job. Number one priority, numero uno, the big kahuna.
I'm doing that after posting this.
I applied for one job on Indeed and they sent a message saying the next step is to apply on their website.
Ugh.
You all know how I feel about that. It's annoying as fuck. Interview my ass and then, if you like me, then ask me to fill out an online app.
Anyways, bla bla bla.
I'm going to try and just keep steady today. My list, per the norm is out of control but the two things I have to do today, even if it means no cleaning, is apply for jobs and make some bath bombs.
Lord have mercy.
I'm trying the stop application again, and trying to apply it to smoking, coffee and skin picking. I've managed to stay away from the ouches on my legs and I want at them sooooo bad. I've attacked the two on my back though. But at least I've managed to stay away from the ones on my legs so far and the one on my face.
No coffee. I mean, I put my dose coffee powder in my protein shake but that's it. No Starbucks and no making any at home.
I have smoked. Praise JaySUS y'all, I have smoked but...minimally. Not allowing myself chain smoking sessions in the car.
Some wanker called me today about "my business" not showing up in Google search, they are relentless and it's a huge fucking scam and I answered the call because I've applied for a number of jobs. I fucking went off.
Just to be assholes, they called right back after I hung up on them.
I didn't take the bait.
Anyways, you guys, I hit 700 subscribers on YouTube yesterday and now have 706 as of this morning.
It makes me so happy.
My bestie will be close enough to hug on Thursday and that's exactly what I plan on doing. I was hoping for more time but will take the space she has available. She usually comes out because of family events and because it's so rare she gets here, everyone wants a piece of her. It's hard, I wish we could have a day or two but I get it...I'll post pics.
Of course I will post pics, it's what I do and speaking of what I do, I also apply for jobs so I best do that. Here is today's short.
I'll be back tomorrow.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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