Just going to put this out there, this is going to be a vent.
I'm literally crawling out of my skin right now.
Look, I live in a suburb of Minneapolis and unless you live in a cave without Wifi, you know what down yesterday. But it's not even just that, there were other things that went down too.
This stuff is enough to drive a person crazy.
I could go on and on and on but I will let the people who are good at that, do so.
My point is, the outside noise is now louder than the inside noise and I'm at an internal standstill. I need to get a new license as mine expires this month. My car has not had an oil change in 2 years, I've just been dumping oil into it.
That leaves me with not even enough to pay the rest of my bills let alone my rent.
I can't fucking take this shit anymore.
I am at a point where...it's not good.
Am I applying for jobs? Yes, I am applying for jobs but trust me when I tell you that there are not many out there that pay enough to make my budget. Trust me when I tell you that ageism is a thing.
It's fucking terrifying what's happening with our economy.
Honestly, take away my debt and it's still completely fucked.
But "affordability" isn't a thing and I have heard both sides of the political arena complaining about it. It's valid, it's officially "a thing."
And our country? When actually put to the task...fucking pussies, all of us. On both sides and even those of us who are no longer willing to align with any party.
It's unbelievable.
It's a nightmare.
So yeah, I'm going to cut this short because anger and fear are taking over again.
I'm going to go to go do something of value, even if it's something as simple as a walk or even a nap if only to forget all of this for a brief moment.
You can't make this shit up.
I would say what I think a lot of us are wanting to say but...you know.
Gods save our country because it's going to hell fast.
Do what you gotta do folks.
For now, I will no longer say Be Blessed, but rather, Go In Safety, Love & Light,
Neecie
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