Boxes

Good Morning!

Oh you guys, I gotta tell ya, yesterday sucked and today will too. 

I did get an interview for today at 1:00. It’s retail but it’s a job.

So that part of yesterday was good.

The part that was hard was the part was the part where the plan changed.

It’s so hard not having a car. 

It’s so hard so I allowed myself some self-pity about that.

Just a moment though because I’m working on acceptance and self-pity will just keep me down.

I couldn’t get boxes so I couldn’t pack. But I did go ahead and update my resume and I applied for some jobs. Two of them are way out in St. Paul but I could work two and a half days remote so it’d be hard but doable.

I actually answered some calls from creditors and gave them my attorney’s info.

I feel sad about that but again, it is what it is.

A friend picked me up last night so I was able to get cat food but I was too late to get boxes so she’s gonna come this morning.

I will power pack until the interview and I’m going to have to take an Uber which sucks but again…it’s a job possibility and it is what it is.

The Universe is making me work for it this time.

Ok, well alrighty then.

My daughter got us food last night.

So we ate.

Yay for eating.

I won’t make it to vote today and that is killing me. But I can only do what I can do.

This is all over the place but so am I. Sorry. I promise I’m trying to stay grounded in all of this.

It’ll be a day.

And I’ll deal with tonight when it comes.

I struggle at night.

I really, really struggle.

But I’m gonna get through all of this.

I wish you all a great day. 

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie