Good Morning!
How is everyone today? I hope you are all good! If you are in MN, please be careful. We’ve got ice, LOTS of it.
I send warnings out to my kids and my sister now. I have to much time on my hands now so I overthink things and I worry.
They all said they’d be careful.
I’m having a really hard time making any movement today. Crying. Feelings of hopelessness. Feelings of why even try? I don’t know why I cycle through this shit the way I do. I don’t even care why, I just wish it would stop.
But I digress. I had a pretty good day yesterday. I stayed busy. But I realized some things; my idea of what I can get done in certain timeframes is WAY off.
And I need to just suck it up and get out of bed. It’s so comfortable, lol. I want to just lay there!
And also, making allowances.
A friend of mine texted on her way home from work asking if she could stop by and I was so happy. Of course I said, “Yes! Com’on over!”
She’s going through some stuff. I could see it written all over her and coming off of her. Sometimes, when someone you love is really hurting, you wish so badly that you had a magic wand. That you could just whoosh all the bad stuff away.
But still, I was so glad to see her and it made me happy that I was someone she wanted to see when she was hurting.
I’m a lot less rigid about making the allowances but it’s also easier to make them when you’re getting things done otherwise.
So today, I’m going to hit what was left on yesterday’s list and if I can, I’ll get some of today’s done.
My 40th high-school reunion is coming up in August and that brings stuff up for me. The whole comparing myself to others thing. I have to let that go. I talked to a friend about the reunion, she’ll be here for it. I really hope I can convince my bestie to come too. I miss her so much.
Alright, well I am meeting a friend for coffee tomorrow and she’s a talker just like me so I need to get some things done today.
I hope you all have an amazing day.
Be Blessed and Carry On!
Love & Light,
Neecie
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