Wild Pumpkins

 

Good Morning!

Aw, Pumps is nearby. She loves to come for cuddles in the morning, whether I'm still in bed or up blogging.

Can you all animal lovers imagine not having this love in your life?

Pumpkin has magic though, I'm convinced of it.

So.

Today.

I am cleaning like a mad woman at the moment and will stop promptly at 8 so I can get ready. Ready for what, you ask? I'm going to see the fairies.

There's a festival about an hour north of here today and I am blessed to be taking a friend's daughter with me.

I'm so excited to see it through her eyes.

I hope it's fun.

I think it will be.

Work sucked yesterday but it's work, what do you do?

I somehow manage to stretch everything out so that my day stays full.

This next week, I'm going to start looking for something else, just casually ya know? Technically, there are just under 6 months until we close for the season. If I do not have a different job, then I will be able to take my vacations.

I said that I'm not going to give up this job, not without another one, and I meant it.

I put up a post yesterday asking people who are on meds for adult adhd to message me with what they take, how it's helped and if there are any side effects.

I want to actually accomplish some things before I croak and you know, I think part of that is getting help with the things that have always held me back.

While I do think that you can't use mental health stuff as an excuse, these issues do matter and they do affect our lives. And it doesn't hurt to address them and get help for them...anyways, I was pleasantly surprised. So many people messaged me, people I would've never guessed have adhd. 

It's pervasive.

But the one thing they all said is that meds have helped them greatly.

I shy away from meds because I feel like I don't feel like "me" but I'm coming to see that "me" without them, is having a very hard time of things and that I have always struggled and wouldn't it be nice not to?

And one friend who messaged me, about her boyfriend, well I haven't talked to her in quite awhile and we're going to get together here in the near future. 

I'm excited to see her.

Today is not a good day in terms of my tummy. 

I lost count of how many times I've gone already and it's only 6:30AM.

I'm just so glad I don't have to go in today.

So glad.

What if we only got one day a week off? I can't bear to even think of it.

Alright, well, I got up early so I'd have time to clean before getting ready for the fair so off I go.

I'm glad I'm getting all this tummy stuff out of the way now so it hopefully doesn't happen while I'm out and about with my friend's daughter.

We were supposed to bring another little girl but her mom has returned my calls or texts and that's OK. She has her reasons.

This is someone I hadn't talked to in quite awhile and we had a falling out and that hadn't been addressed so she may feel some kind of way still, I'm sad for her little one but I understand and it's, like I said, OK.

I will have fun with the kiddo I'm bringing and it'll be a bit more chill with only one.

I got permission from her mom to videotape so I'll be making a video. We are going to change her name for obvious reasons but I won't have to worry about not getting her in the shoot.

Oh! Pumpkin is literally bitching at me. She's going wild, lol.

So on that note, I hope you have a fantastic day. Get out in the sun but by all means, wear your sunblock. I will be shellacked in the stuff.

And thank you for your readership. My numbers hit right where I wanted them to this month and every little bit helps.

Be Blessed!

Love & Light,

Neecie