A Faery Fun Day!!

Good Morning Loves,

How are you all doing this beautiful Sunday morning?

I hope you are well rested and feeling some happiness.

My "whatever it is" kicked in and this morning, I'm just crying. Wah, wah, wah.

I'm becoming so hyper aware of myself these days. My mood swings, the depression when it hits...just...my Denise'isms.

Of which, my friends, there are many.

But, I suppose if you want to be positive about it, it makes me unique and unapologetically myself.

Yes, the truth is out, I'm "special."

I both need and want to try and do something today to make it worth going back to the work grind tomorrow.

Most of us have to do this, I get it. 

Still a grateful motherfucker here.

How come when we get old, do our noses get ginormous. Is that gravity?

Me no like.

Ok, well, yesterday. And many of you who are on my FB and read this on the regular, do know by now and may have thought of this already, is that a really good day for me, is usually followed quickly by a spin down.

So whatever the hell that is, yeah, it could be why I feel so tired and sad this morning.

But I did have a fantastic day. 

I went out to a faerie festival with a little girl, a daughter of a friend of mine. I miss having littles. I miss the good part of it; the joy, the wonder, the acceptance of everything around you and the possibility that magick is real.

I love the exuberance and the silliness, I love it all.

I am at an age where I give no fucks, so if I'm interested in checking things out, I'll go by myself but I love having someone to go with me to do these things too.

My sister came out with me to como zoo the other weekend and I loved it.

So when I thought if there were any kids I could potentially bring, that made me so happy when her mom said yes.

Of course, with kids, you have to spend money and I didn't go nuts. I knew what I had to spend and I stuck to that but I was able to get her a trinket or two and to get her some cotton candy, or fairy floss, as the fey call it!!

It was magical. They did a great job with this little event and every kid I saw looked so happy. It made me so happy.

I got her some Mickey D's and went back to my place after so she could see me daughter as they love each other very much and don't get to see each other often.

So so so sweet to see my daughter interacting with her, how kind she is and attentive and it made my heart feel so happy.

And now I'm crying.

LMAO, what is my major malfunction?

Anyways, the drive out to the festival was about a 45 minute drive, then we came back and we're here for about an hour. I took my friend's daughter to the park. Then we all got in the car, I drove my daughter to work, dropped off my fairy partner at her dad's, came home for about an hour, then drove out to the airport, which is just under an hour drive, picked up my other daughter and her hubby, drove them home, which is also over an hour drive, then drove home, which is about a half hour from them.

My ass hurts.

It was a day of doing for others and I'm OK with that. 

My sissy left today and will be gone for almost a month.

I'm just praying she has a safe trip and a really wonderful time.

I will miss her greatly.

Wish my Beast could come out and see me.

Well...here is the video of our special day.

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My numbers, for me, have been going up and it's humbling and exciting and all that. I cannot say thank you enough.

It means so much to me.

Have a great day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie