500lb Bells

 

Good Morning,

I am running soooo late. I forgot to put my alarm on but I only woke up 20 or so minutes late. It's amazing how quickly the crabbies get me.

I did manage to get the dishes done last night. 

There were soooo many.

Ugh.

But now I need to take a quick shower, all that stuff that I don't want to do when I'm feeling rushed but whatever.

I did post a video yesterday, which I'm not sure if I posted on my blog or not, but here is the one I posted today. It's a long one...20 minutes or so but it's about some things that happened, or didn't happen I should say, in regards to me reaching out to some folks who never responded.

We all go through "stuff."

At the time of this writing, I'm over it but the simplest of things can take a bit of time for me when I'm hurt by someone. The difference now is I sit in the hurt and evaluate it, I don't react to it in anger and I don't retaliate.

When I look back at how I was, I'm just like....woooooooowwwww.

I was an eggshell person, meaning you had to walk on them around me. 

Not good.

But now you could wear 500lb bells and smash them shells cuz it's all good.

I am struggling with weight gain and this laziness after work stuff. I've got to find a way to push through all this.

It doesn't feel good.

I guess I better get going if I'm gonna make it to work on time.

Here is the most recent video. Please like it (give it a thumbs up), subscribe to my channel, hit the notification bell and comment if you would. 

Thank you :)

Alright, be blessed my friends!!

Love & Light,

Neecie