Plowing Through Won't Work

Hi Guys,

Whew. You know, I did get enough sleep last night but I went to bed at like, 8. I was so tired. And my back. No good, no good.

I can move around, I can walk but going from sitting to standing is kindof awful.

And I didn't poop yesterday so I am so bloated this morning, although I have already gone 4 times this morning so hopefully, that will change the bloating status.

If laying down and taking it easy when I get home from work is what it takes to nip this thing in the bud, then I'll do that. I can't miss any work.

I have to miss a bit on Friday to attend a funeral but I'm going to work first and I'm coming right back. I don't like having to miss time, not so early in the game but this is my Aunt Gladys who was 103. She was the last of the elders so to speak. And it might be the last time I see that side of the family. All of our cousins were really my dad's cousins and so were his age, they are my second cousins I guess? I don't know how that shit all works.

Anyways, while I know I need to get out of the practice of hitting the couch once I get home, right now, it seems to be on hold because of my back. It's pretty stiff this morning. 

I think it was probably the cash gig that I've doing, although she hasn't asked me to help at all this week. It's the standing in place that almost always does this to me.

I'm still gonna do it though, if she texts. I need that dinero.

Ugh, I'm running out of time so I better get moving. Right now, today, it's about getting to work, doing a good job, and just taking care of my back.

I have to learn to deal with what's right in front of me instead of trying to plow through everything else, things that can wait.

I did post a video today, just another VisionList Update.

These videos are time consuming but they bring me joy so I might as well keep going with them.

I'm not sure but one of my debts, a student loan, a very small one I mention in this video, seems to be gone. It was only on one of my reports and now it's gone. Vanished. Soooo, what does that mean because I was going to pay that shit this month. I've got it in the budget to do so. With Trump coming down hot on these loans, I don't want to risk anything.

Alright, I guess we'll see on that one too.

I'll update in my next video as I'm not even sure who to call about this. My previous report had a phone number on it but now that debt isn't listed at all so I'm not sure how to figure this out but I will.

Have a great day guys.

Do some core work so you avoid back problems.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie