Consistent is Non-Existent

 

Hello There Peeps,

I actually don't have much to say.

Job is good, drive home sucked yesterday but it is what it is. Others have learned the sacred route, it's a shortcut alongside of the highway. It took me an hour to get home but had I been on the highway, it would've been an hour and a half or more, just for a little 3 to 4 mile, if even, strip of road. The only other way home is congested as well.

And I thought about driving further out another highway, but yeah...also conjested.

But...it's OK.

I was super tired when I got home but I ran errands. Much needed errands. And to get my daughter her birthday gifts. She falls on Mother's Day this year. She was born on Mother's Day, my little gift that year.

So it felt good to be out.

Mojo. I need my mojo, my get up and go go, my motivation yo! Mojo.

But at least I did something. Oh, yeah, I also got all the dishes in the washer put away. But there's more, there's always more and it's stressful.

I'm a little crabby and a little tired this AM.

I ran out of the prescription stuff for sleep but the thing is...I don't want to have to keep taking it but I might have to until I can get myself into a consistent pattern in the evenings...

It doesn't feel consistent, it feels next to nonexistent because of the tired thing.

But I have not been napping. That to me is super important, because if I take a nap, first of all, I wake up crabby and uncouth (lol) and then I struggle with actual sleep at bedtime. 

So no naps.

Can't do it.

I still like the job, they keep me busy and at the end of the day, I'm so OK with that. Busy work that I can do, it's good.

I haven't felt too overwhelmed yet. I had to ask a lot of questions yesterday and my boss is so busy but she didn't make me feel bad about asking questions.

Eventually, I'll get all this. I have to remember, I have only been there for one week.

Tomorrow I'll have a little break in my day but it's to go to a funeral so that is sad but it'll be good to see everyone.

Anyways, here I am not in go mode, when I need to be in go mode so I'm going to sign off. 

I did shoot this little job search series, it's nothing professional and nothing most people don't already know but I just thought...what the heckers.

Ok, well, have a great day guys, push yourself the tiniest little bit today. I did last night and it felt good to be able to say, "Hey, I did something."

Here is a little diddy I made about resumes and job search:

Thanks guys, I hope you have a fantastic day.

Be Blessed!

Love & Light,

Neecie