Anxious

Good Morning!

I am feeling a little bit anxious this morning.

I had a bit of a scare with my daughter last night.

She came close to having heat stroke. I picked her up from work and her poor cheeks were red and she started puking. Luckily, she puked out the window and I also had her open the door to do it while we were at a stoplight.

She had a crushing headache as well. I looked up the symptoms and they had level of severity and the first is a core temp of 104, the last on the list was her symptoms. 

Her temp was normal as was her pulse but she vomited a couple times more.

She’s better this morning but that was scary. She works in a restaurant and they have no A/C in the kitchen. 

I didn’t have a good day. I’m starting to think that something is deeply wrong with me.

But I could be wrong.

My sister said when our bio dad died that she sees hummingbirds for him and I was on the couch yesterday and looked out the window and there was a little hummingbird. It was so random. 

But I felt like that was a visit. I’d been sobbing earlier, asking the Universe for help and then there he was.

So apparently, I have all 3 of them looking out for me; Mom, Dad and my bio dad, David.

Anyways, on I go.

Work today.

I’m not gonna have enough for rent. I did apply at a massage spa near me for an evening and every other Saturday position. We’ll see if I hear anything. Fingers crossed.

Where does the time go in the mornings?

On with it I guess.

I hope you have a good day.

Love & Light,

Neecie