It All Could Change at Anytime

 

Hi All,

Here we are at Saturday. I'm moving slower than I intended for this morning but what'evs. The point is I'm getting stuff done.

I was told I'd hear yesterday if I got the job at Menards but I heard nothing. I don't think this means I didn't get it, I just think maybe the hiring manager got sidetracked.

I will call on Monday, she gave me her card.

But that means I have time to do shit I need to do.

I am currently uploading my Neecie's Journey to Better Health Update as I write and that will be posted shortly.

I'm planning on shooting the rest of the videos later because I just have so damn much to do.

Seriously.

It's a lot.

Ok, but other than that, I feel good. I'm happy I made it through my first week. I start to think things...and I don't let myself go there. It doesn't matter if I think I might not be able to do this forever. I have to do it for right now, it's new, I'm still learning and faith means that anything could change for the better at any time. 

That's one of the reasons I continue to post the short videos everyday, even if they only get 20 views or so. That's one of the reasons I'm forcing myself to be consistent with the long form videos for right now.

If it adds up to exactly nothing at all...well I've learned consistency. I've flexed those muscles and I've strengthened them and I can apply them in other areas of my life.

It is "acting as if" but it's also fortifying me for things I don't yet know are coming. 

Trust.

I'm happy to be awake, I'm happy I'm being productive and I look forward to a fulfilling day.

I hope you have that too.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie