Good Morning!
Ugh, I did NOT want to get up this morning. Not at all and I had reset my alarm but then I got up anyways and I went for a walk and I did a YouTube mini dumbbell workout.
I don’t feel like it was much, but every day I do these things, I’m building resilience, consistency, and good habits.
You know, the just do it thing.
And already, I do not want to go into work. The thing that I remind myself of, is that no one wants to go into work. I mean, unless you really love your job with all your heart. This job is what is gonna pay my debt off. This job is what is gonna pay my rent and my bills. I got this, and I can do this.
Every day I go in, I am closer to achieving my dreams. This job may not be part of the end goal, but it is a part of getting me there.
I have had wonderful opportunities in my life and I have had wonderful jobs. This is a great paying job, and that’s an opportunity, Even if I don’t like what I’m doing.
Oh man, so I am out the door on time and I did manage what I wrote above, but also to take a shower and do my skin care and my hair care but that was about it. I have no food in the house because I ordered yesterday for forgetting that a lot of the stores I ordered from. We’re closed for Easter.
And so one of my stop, intentions went through the window, out the door, flushed right down the shitter.
I have no makeup on. Gone or the days when people tell me oh you don’t need makeup though. Your cheeks are so Rosie, your eyebrows are so dark and perfect. Your lips are so full.
Yeah, now I have a fucking pasty ass complexion, dark circles under my eyes, gray hairs poking out because I haven’t had time to touch up the color. Whatever.
Mondays suck at this job because we get a bunch of leads over the weekend and I have to deal with those all fucking day. But I am grateful to be earning money and on we go.
My big goal going forward into this day, is that I follow through with all the things I need to do tonight and don’t crash out on the couch.
I shall let you know tomorrow morning, how that all goes.
Be Blessed My Faithful Readers!
Love & Light,
Neecie
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