Isn't that little baby in the picture so sweet? Not me, the pup. That's my sister's dog. Her name is Chatty and she is such a dear little girl.
We like each other. We love each other.
My family gets so lucky with their animals. No matter what, there will always be animals in my life.
So...I got some sleep. I woke up at around 3:30 and didn't go back to sleep but before that, it was pretty good.
I didn't put my fitbit back on because it was pissing me off so much.
But I think I got some sleep. I wasn't very wakeful that I can recall.
I feel tired but...I feel ok too.
This job is kicking my ass.
I did apply for a MN State job.
I keep telling myself, that's my job but I haven't heard back. I think it's still open until the 20th so I don't expect to hear until then.
The whole job search thing would be so much easier if I could just get some damn good sleep.
Oh! I read that most magnesium doesn't work for sleep because it's not chelated.
Chelated magnesium is a highly absorbable form of magnesium bound to amino acids (often glycine) to form a stable complex. This "claw-like" binding protects the mineral as it passes through the digestive tract, resulting in higher bioavailability, improved absorption, and fewer gastrointestinal side effects (like laxative effects) compared to non-chelated forms like magnesium oxide.
What It Means: Enhanced Absorption
Structure: Magnesium is attached to a carrier molecule (ligand), such as glycine, taurine, or malate.
Stability: Because it is bonded to carrier molecules, it is less likely to break down and cause digestive issues
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Ok, now I have weird bullet points I don't want and don't know how to get rid of. Anyways, regarding the magnesium; I took one pill of this stuff and I was woozy. The effect didn't last long but I did get right to sleep when my head hit the pillow last night.
You guys, my damn neck has been itching for the past two weeks. I notice that as my skin gets looser there (aging), I sweat at night and I think this is what is causing it so I'm constantly rinsing it off when I go to pee or get up first thing in the morning. The sweating only happens at night.
Man, aging sucks, there's no way around it. All that, "my wrinkles tell the story of me" shit? Yeah, you can have that there story. I want nothing to do with that story. I tell the story of me, not my damn wrinkles.
So the owner of the company I'm at? He's weird. He goes out on sales calls too but he got upset that his calendar showed so we have to set up his appointments different. Like dude...I don't give a shit about your calendar. What am I gonna do? See that you have it scheduled to go to the gym and judge you?
I haven't met him. He's been there when I'm there and he hasn't introduced himself to me. Yesterday, I went into the copy room, which don't get me started...but he was in there and that guy couldn't get out of there fast enough.
Awkward.
Yeah, I don't want to be there but the paychecks are awfully damn nice.
It's control and micromanagement all the way. My immediate boss, she doesn't think so but I've worked in other settings, in really good, encouraging settings and this is definitely micro-management. I don't get breaks except for my lunch, even going to the shitter is a big deal.
I'm the only one who has to ask to leave my desk and only the really sweet girl agrees to cover for me; if the other two do, it's with an attitude, yet they take breaks and it's not all the time or anything like that, they do their job but seriously?
Ok, I'm done bitching. At least tomorrow, we leave at 3.
I'm hoping to have the energy to apply for at least one replacement, full time job tonight and one part time job.
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