No Overthinking

Well Good Morning,

I am posting from my phone because my cat, my beautiful Grey, has commandeered my lap. There are two things I cannot do without her intervention;

One is I can’t go to the bathroom. Every time I go into the bathroom, she gets up from wherever she is and follows me in. If I dare to sit upon the throne, she jumps up on my lap and starts purring. Once in awhile, she plops down and…I’m trapped. Usually though, she gets her footing and then jumps from my lap to the sink. I then had to turn in the faucet but just so, so she can drink from it. Again, she spends quite a bit of time getting herself situated fo her drink and I am usually fine and need to wash my hands at this point. So now I just go into the other bathroom to wash my hands and then I have to go get her because she has a very hard time with landings as she’s older now. It’s a whole process and she runs this show.

The other thing I can’t do is sit down or lie down. Up she comes and makes herself comfortable.

She’s slowing down so much and she has good days and hard days and I don’t know how much time I have left with her as she could go downhill quickly. And so…I allow her to stay as it gives her comfort. This cat is a one person girl. And I’m her person.

At any rate, I digress.

I had fun yesterday!!!!

My daughter wanted to try this pizza place in South Minneapolis. Once we got there, I realized that it was one that I had wanted to try too. They were featured on Diners, Drive-ins and Dives a long time ago.

The name of the place is Pizzeria Lola and it was delicious. She has a lot of unique pizzas to choose from. We had the Korean barbecue pizza and the sweet Italian. 

While we were eating, I was lamenting the fat that the area we live in has no good bread bakeries. So she looked some up in the area we were in and lo and behold, we found a cannabis bakery.

I’m not going to rewrite my thoughts on THC an addiction because I don’t need to explain myself. I was taking gummies nightly to help with sleep but when they stopped working, I stopped taking them because you do build a tolerance to THC and I didn’t want to have to keep increasing over time. This little shop is very cute and the owner was so charming and unique. 

He has about 5 different kinds of cookies and he is completely transparent regarding how much of everything is included in one cookie because there’s different kinds of CBD in them too.

I decided to give one a try and just see how I slept.

It took about a good hour for it to kick in with the high increasing in intensity for a good while. It was too much for me so what I want to do, is go back and get some more cookies and use them only on Saturday nights, a half cookie and I’ll take my “bougie bath” about a half hour after ingesting.

I’ll just keep the other cookies frozen for each week. 

Because in spite of a bit of waking up, I did get in over 7 hours last night and knowing that I’ll be guaranteed one good night a week? I’m good with that.

And the one thing I absolutely loved about this? My body relaxed. It relaxed on a level I didn’t know existed.

The name of the shop is Chez Annalise CannaBakery.

Check them out now, thank me later.

Then my daughter came over. Her and her hubby bought a house and they close next weekend.

So she’s busy clearing out things she doesn’t want or need and she brought 3.5 bags of stuff over for my youngest and I to go through and make our own.

I guess…everything about the day was either chill, or us laughing and just talking and it was such a nice day.

I love my kids so much. It means so much to me to spend time with them!

Ok, Word of the week is STOP. Just stop and I’m gonna focus on those things that I can literally just…stop. Like I said in today’s short, there will be emotional fallout but…just stop.

I’m not sure if my daughter works today and if she does, I’m not sure when. So whatever I do, I have to jump into it knowing that when she wakes up, it could be we have to go NOW, or I’ll have some time before I have to drop her.

I’m worried about her. She’s had some disappointments recently. Nothing earth shattering but I just worry. She may need a mom day too. Just to get out of the apartment when she’s not working and do something fun.

Lots to think about this week.

But. Not overthink. Overthink no bueno.

I try to do no more.

Okie, have a good day beauties.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie