No Nasty

 

Good Morning,

So it seems I'm going to have to really push myself today. Yesterday, my daughter came over, this is my oldest daughter. It was unexpected but welcome. She ended up spending a good portion of her day with my youngest and I.

We were hilarious. A LOT of laughter.

I've said before, that when it comes to my kids, they will always come first. So I dropped what I had planned to do for the day.

After she left though, I got overwhelmed by everything. This is normal for me. The big emotions thing and I suspect, the ADHD thing. So I flaked out.

I didn't sleep well but I did have one dream, about Jeffree Starr of all people, that gave me hope.

No, I will NOT be contacting him to ask him to save us, lol.

I understand fully the dreams meaning.

I'm gonna run with hope today and focus on things that bring wealth...I'm not talking millions, I'm just talking enough.

Although I do not generate $$ off of this blog, it is connected to my YouTube channel and I do not yet qualify for it's ad programs. Sadly, I never will. I can fight it on appeal and will when I can afford it but for now...no. It happened because when I first monetized this blog, people were trying to help me by clicking the ads constantly but they figured that out and disabled my account. It's been over 11 years...so they should give me a second chance but we're not there yet anyways. When I am, I'll look further into it.

So. 

Today.

Today is today and I'm just gonna do the best I can.

That's all I've got. I took bougie bath this morning, conditioned then washed my hair, gave myself a facial because I was so checked out last night, I didn't do it and I felt nasty.

Goodbye nasty girl. Now I'm thinking of Vanity 6. Nasty Girl. Vanity's real name was Denise Matthews and she was engaged to Prince in the 80s. Denise was...look up her story. She turned her life around and she was like...hard core Christian, even becoming a minister. It was a bit much for me but she did eventually die from kidney problems due to her crack use in the late 80s.

Sad.

What matters is that she found peace in a way that was meaningful to her and I suspect, helped a lot of people in the process.

One of the most beautiful creatures to roam this earth.

She just was.

I digress.

I am no longer nasty.

So...onwards.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie