Sick But Progressing

Hi Everyone,

I hope your Monday is going well. I’m at work and per the norm lately, having to try and push myself. I don’t wanna do shit. I got the leads in and made first contact. After finishing this, I’ll start in on the phone calls and texts.

My antisocial nature hates the phone calls but I am able to do them.

Honestly, after getting through that, I have relatively few things to do as I managed to get caught up on everything last week.

I did exactly what I said I’d do yesterday, which was self care first and then whatever I could manage. What I was able to manage, was a complete pick up. Clean dishes put away and dirty ones loaded. Put away all my clean clothes. Washed my sheets and got them back on my bed. Made a loose schedule for myself for the rest of the week.

Brought out the garbage. Cleaned my shower and toilet.

I did not sleep well last night. Although I got a total of 5.5 hours, I did not sleep through that. I woke up repeatedly and so much so, that my Fitbit couldn’t create any stats for me.

I’m not gonna say any more than that.

So I have one helluva list today for after work because I knew I’d never be able to get up when I had wanted to.

Fucking sleep.

But I am going to try.

I mean at the end of the day, you HAVE to keep trying. Or else what’s this all for? Where’s the worth in it?

Here’s my video from this morning:

https://youtube.com/shorts/CFNO0AAk_-0?si=I6nZiB5oZ2iyAq1E

I’m getting so close to 600. I’d be really grateful to anyone who finds value enough in this to subscribe. 

Thank you!!!!

I wish you a blessed day.

Love & Light,

Neecie