My Bitches

Hi.

You guys.

Bitch fest coming.

First, my alarm didn’t have to go off this morning. My need to poop ensured I was up. 50 minutes on the porcelain goddess this morning. 

My sister and I were texting and she’s like, “Where is this all coming from? You don’t eat that much.”

That is my question as well.

So that’s the first bitch.

The second is traffic. Two things happened at the same time to ensure demonic possession of the roads; school is back in session and fucking MN and their goddamn roadwork projects.

They can’t be avoided. There are detours and back ups on every route I can possibly take.

I can’t. I just can’t. I didn’t sign in for this. I know it’s life but just bear with me as this is a vent.

The third is the job. Again, not gonna write anything out. It is getting harder. The drive itself, the high emotion here, and customer fallout is falling on me and I’m not going to go into that. Not here but it’s taking a toll and I do think this is affecting some of the tummy/poop issues. I do have a family member going through the gas issues and we are convinced that part of it. We have a sales guy here and salespeople are a whole different brand of human. This guy is so insecure and ego filled because of that. He tries to tell me how to do my job constantly and it pisses all my bosses off and they’ve told him to stop. I don’t work for him, I work for them.

I just think I’ve been creating a stronger, more durable threshold for what I can deal with but it’s being stretched and worn.

When I find something else, I’m hoping I’ll maintain these relationships but it’s time. I need to schedule my trip to Washington so I can start looking for a job and being able to tell them I have this trip scheduled.

I need that trip. I need to hug my bestie and laugh with her.

My Auntie is wanting to come out too. So again, there are good things coming!!!!

Now is not the time to give up but it IS apparently time to shit over and over again. Maybe I’m leaking out all the toxins.

I don’t fuckin’ know man.

Anyways, I guess I better earn my money…so have a good day y’all.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie