So yesterday, I had to blog from my phone again and I had an entire post ready to go and somehow, I lost it and couldn't bring it back and I just didn't have it in me to rewrite it.
So weirdness...I have slept over 7 hours the last 3 nights. I forced myself to go to sleep by 9 for real every night and here we are.
Yesterday, when I woke up, I knew before I even looked that I had gotten good deep sleep. I knew because I woke up feeling refreshed, hopeful and positive.
What a difference that makes man.
It's interesting...it's gotten warmer again, not hot yet, that's next week but I've been able to sleep with the fan in the window and it's been cold enough even though the temps aren't dropping that dramatically. I already know we'll have to run the air pretty much 24/7 next week and then supposedly, we'll be entering into real fall weather.
My tummy stuff, a-hem, you know of what I speak...is better. Not great, but better. The explosive fahts have gone from 100 to about 10 and this morning, I have only done number 2 twice.
I have no idea what was going on there but it had to have been some kind of virus.
We have entered fall in terms of the season itself and so from now until Halloween, I want to share a story a day about someone I love who has passed/crossed over.
We'll start with my bio dad. This is a story I don't remember. Mom told me. My dad used to keep a journal and somehow, Mom got a hold of it (grandma mom) and she read it. She told me she knew she shouldn't do it, but she did and on the day of my birth, my dad had written in the journal that, "today was the happiest day of my life."
Whatever came after that...you know...in that moment, I was the cause of the happiest day of his life. For one brief, shining moment.
I'm so grateful to mom for telling me that story.
And I love and forgive my dad...I love and forgive him.
And now I'm crying and I must leave for work and work is a whole nother ballgame folks. I'm getting to the end of the season and gonna start looking. I hate that. But I don't know if I can handle another season like this. I hope to keep in touch with my boss but I'll do better by her being her friend and a source of support than her employee. I'm burning out and flaking out again and it's starting to show in my work output.
So I'm just gonna do my best today. And we will go from there.
Alright, I hope all of you have an amazing Friday.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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