Surgical Removal

Hello!!!

I have had some good days and I hope the same for you.

I’ve had little to nothing to do at work, so I’ve been chatting away with my boss and laughing and last night, I called my old boss and dear friend Lisa and we laughed and laughed and caught up. She moved back home a couple years ago, way up north and I’m gonna go up there for a weekend hopefully next month. It’s about a 3.5 hour drive.

Something to look forward to and my sister and I are taking a weekend trip in October.

All good things.

So. You all know my picking problem? I took it to a new level and did some damage and now I’m going to have to see an ENT.

Oops.

I need to get fake nails ASAP. It’s not from picking my nose so to speak, it’s trying to get something OUT of my nose…nasal polyps.

I woke up this morning with my throat almost swollen shut and hacked up a huge goob of black, bloody pieces.

I just can’t deal with things that feel weird.

I have to find out if I need a referral to see a specialist or if I can just make an appointment.

They will have to be surgically removed. The risk for infection is high with this one.

I know it’s a hard thing for people to understand. I can’t just stop. It’s an OCD thing. 

The only thing that has ever stopped it in its tracks is fake nails because the acrylic makes my nails to thick to be able to pick.

So…this one has become a nonnegotiable.

Just no, no, no more of this.

My electric bill this month is 3 times what it usually is. I got this. I know we’ll be okay.

Winter? Bring it!!

Or at least an early fall.

Please?

I need an oil change too and someone offered to get me new tires when they saw mine.

Again, I’m so very grateful!!

Just so grateful because I can’t do these extra but necessary things yet. 

I just can’t.

But I know we will be okay and that we’ll make it through all of this.

I decided that I’m going to continue minimum payments plus interest on all but the lowest balance card. I’ll throw more money at that and once it’s paid off, I’ll hit the next one and that’s how we’ll deal with this.

If it works, it works and if not, I’ll figure something else out.

I got this!!

Okie, I hope you have a great day!!

Be blessed. 

Love & Light,

Neecie