Oh boy. Not a good morning. Anxiety. It's bad. It's really, really bad.
I am going to meditate soon and hopefully, that will help.
I woke up from a dream, apparently I was either working for Trump, or working for someone who knew him. He came to my desk and he was rubbing my cheek with his finger and he offered me a facelift, said he'd pay for it. He told me how beautiful I'd be.
Clearly, I've been spending too much time on this guy, giving him too much space in my head.
I had a bad day again yesterday. I felt better but then I just crashed. I crashed big time.
I did finally manage to at least get the dishes done and put away, get the counters wiped down.
What is happening to me?
This depressed, sad, sit on the couch girl is so not me.
All I can come up with is that the world is too noisy. There's too much coming at me, including myself, ya know?
And I'm too noisy, I need to still and calm and center myself.
Ok, so. I'll just try to do that. I'm going to do all my morning stuff and take a shower. A shower usually helps.
I'm not doing myself any favors sitting here blogging. Even this is stressing me out, so I'm gonna go and uh, just see what this day brings.
I can do that. The affirmation for this week is that I release all limiting beliefs that no longer serve me. One of them is that I can't.
Oh yes I can. I can do this.
Ok, have a good day everyone.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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