Hello There,
Ugh. I was in a deep sleep last night and was woken up and then the struggle was real as they say, although I did manage to put together some sleep and much of it was deep and REM and perhaps that why I feel better this morning.
I'm tired but I don't feel like I'm falling completely apart.
Pumpkin inevitably jumps up at some point in the night and wants love. So I give it to her and she stayed a bit longer than usual.
I had a dream last night that both of my daughters and I were moving out of an apartment and it was the last minute so we had to go get everything out and the cats were still there and Pumpkin was HUGE. And she was pregnant, her belly was huge and she had huge kitty milkers.
She can't get pregnant in real life. We took care of that shortly after getting her. And then I dreamed that I went to cut something out of my hair but ended up cutting it all off. It was horrible.
So I did manage to get a thing or two done last night but not nearly as much as I had wanted to. And the thing is, there really wasn't that much.
But I can only do what I can do.
I watched a documentary on Netflix called Buy Now and if you care about this planet at all, you should watch it. This mass consumerism has to stop.
I started evaluating how I shop and how things are bottled/contained. There are 3 countries that receive the brunt of waste dumped into the ocean and you cannot even see the beach on these places, it's mainly discarded clothing.
It's awful.
I didn't get overwhelmed by it, just saddened and determined to try and make some kind of difference. I looked up ethical clothing companies and you know, some of this shit is expensive but it's worth it in terms of wear and durability and it's biodegradability.
Humans really kind of suck. But this documentary showed how the public was manipulated by companies like Amazon and Shein and Temu.
And Jeff Bezos just had a multi-million dollar wedding.
You go bro.
Unbelievable.
And I was surprised at some of the celebrities that showed up for this shit.
Ok, I'll stop. We all have our battles and I guess this one will be mine because I can do something about it on a personal level and I think right now, we could all use some personal power. Feeling like we have some choices left.
I know I can't fully get rid of all my waste but I'm going to start with plastics. Whatever I have right now, I'm just going to keep but going forward, I'm going to try and buy products that do not come in plastic containers, etc.
I'm also going to try and start buying ethical clothing and take better care of it.
I'm going to start doing a series on YouTube about this.
And I am going to stop letting myself be manipulated by media about what I need and how much, etc.
We are zombies to this shit. Literally brainless.
Done.
Alright, one with my day.
Have a good one.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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