Oh man. I did get some sleep, no idea how much but I also took a sleeping pill. I'm not depressed this morning, just groggy.
This apartment is bad. I need to clean it.
My goal for this weekend is all about cleaning and organizing.
It has to be.
You can only ignore it for so long, ya know?
So I still don't have my pap results back and that's frustrating, but in all fairness, it can take up to a week.
Next Wednesday, the CTs. I'm going to skip the sleep study.
Or maybe I'll call and see if they have a Friday night option. I just don't want to do this on a week night. It'd be too much.
I posted a hilarious video about Pumpkin yesterday and it got over 1K views. People like Pumps.
Here it is:
I'm learning as I go with this stuff.
I forgot to tell you guys another thing that happened with that weird medication I decided not to take again, the one that threw me into the panic attack.
That day, when I got home, I was sitting on the couch with my daughter and I kept smelling like, a combination of ashtray and tobacco, like not smoked tobacco but the kind in swishers.
I kept asking my daughter if she'd dumped anything in the garbage and she was like, "No. Mom. No." And then, all of a sudden, I smelled the worst shit smell I've ever smelled. It wasn't like a ripe fart, it was like rotting body feces or something.
And I asked my daughter if she farted and again, she was like, "No. I'd tell you."
It was awful, you guys, so awful.
And then, it went as quickly as it came. I looked up the side effects again and yes, it turns out with proton pump inhibitors, you can have phantom smells and it said that they are rarely pleasant smells.
That stuff is freaky nasty shit.
No thank you.
Walking around in a panic, smelling rotting corpse shit is not my idea of a good time. I don't recommend this stuff at all.
My stomach has been OK these last few days so we're rolling with that.
I'm glad it's Friday. Work has been...interesting.
Not bad but...I let something slip that perhaps I shouldn't have. Not about my past or anything, meaning my "issues" with certain things but my spiritual beliefs. It just popped out in conversation.
It was met with stony silence.
Oops.
I do hope, Sunday afternoon perhaps, to spend some time job searching.
Just to see what might be out there.
There were crazies calling in all day too. I just...it drives me nuts.
Anyways, I'm good this morning and now I have to go shower and get ready.
I hope you all have a great day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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