Good Morning!
It's a weird day but beautiful, perhaps the tiniest bit muggy. It's cloudy and we have had light, misting rain on and off. I was outside and I took my shoes off and just stood in the grass.
And now Miss Pumpkin has jumped up on my computer starftgggggggggf...lpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp67y.
Kitty joy at it's finest.
I've been having a quiet morning, slowly getting moving. Did not take a sleeping pill, and I continue not to wear my fitbit, although tomorrow, I am going to put it on to monitor my steps. I am sure I got a good night's sleep.
I want to wear it during the day, just to get a good hold on what I need to do to reach my goal. Then it will come back off.
I need to learn to listen to myself, my body, my intuition and all the noise I talk about, it makes it hard to hear.
Personal peace.
My intuition tells me to get off, and stay off, my phone for anything other than music and talking to or texting my people.
My intuition is telling me to move.
I haven't really been doing that lately. Spurts of it, but not consistently.
I'm still waiting for the results of my pap.
Ugh, I thought I'd have them by now.
Everything else has been positive for the most part and I hope that trend continues.
We shall see.
Best to keep busy in the meanwhile.
It can take 4-6 weeks for antidepressants to kick in and maybe it's just a placebo effect because it's only been a few days but I do seem to feel calmer and my mornings haven't been crushingly depressed.
So that's good. I'll take it.
Today, I have goals but I go into them knowing my best effort is all I can do.
It's all I can do. I still continue to feel overwhelmed by life and all of it's callings and whisperings and requirements.
I don't know. I'm OK today. Maybe a tiny bit better than OK.
And so, on that note, I shall say...I hope you have a fantastic day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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