Ugh, it is. I'm so over this sleep stuff. So yesterday, I almost hit my sweet spot, which is 6.5 hours, and I was exhausted. Yesterday, was very hard to get through but I did it!
Today, just over 5 hours and I feel fine.
Absolutely fine.
Life is strange, our bodies our strange and cannot always be relied on to act as we think they will.
I had to go slow and steady at work because when I'm tired like that, I struggle to maintain anything, my thoughts, my ability to think things through...but I did get some things done, I mean I got everything done that there was for me to do yesterday but yeah...slow going.
And when I got home? Yeah, I had nothing. I talked to my daughter for about an hour and a half, she called me when she got home from work and then I somehow managed to at least hang up/put away my clean clothes as they'd been lying in a pile since Sunday.
I'm meeting a friend for dinner tonight and he gives the best hugs in the world. I am very looking forward to a hug from him.
Y'all know I don't want bamp bamp a choo wamp, but a hug? Yup, I'll take a hug.
I've got a video uploading right now, Neecie's Journey to Better Health.
I have no idea what today will look like but I'm going into it knowing that whatever I get done this morning, will be my best for the day. I'm not coming right home after work, I'm going straight out to meet my friend and I'll be eating later than I like to but not a lot.
My body just doesn't like food the way it used to and it's picky.
For instance, I ate very healthy yesterday and maybe that's why I'm feeling OK without a lot of sleep but as far as my morning offerings to the Gods of poo, yeah, full on sacrifices in the can. 5 times so far.
I mean, maybe aligning myself with the fact that there is no balance with me is what's necessary. Acceptance of that fact. If one thing is good, another goes off the charts.
I have no idea.
Alright, well, I'm off to start my morning. Video will be up this morning.
I love you all!!
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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