High BP

Hi Everyone,

I hope you all had a great weekend.

I didn't really do much other than all the catch up shit that just couldn't wait anymore but it feels great to have it done.

I got a bit of a scare yesterday. They have a free blood pressure cuff at Cub and I decided to check mine and it's not good guys.

It's not good at all.

It scared me.

And I woke up in the middle of the night scared and I cried and I'm crying this morning, although I think the tears this morning are more that I haven't had a cig. This is what always happens when I quit. Baby city.

I cry.

There is also a full moon on Wednesday and it's going to the closest to the earth it's been since 2006 so that emotional pull is even stronger.

I had a hard time getting up this morning but I finally did and forced myself to go on a walk.

I finally made myself my food for work the day before so I don't have to worry about that at all today.

There is something I keep forgetting to write about and each day, after I post, I'm like...oh, I wanted to bring that up, but once again, no recollection.

I stand by what I've been saying in spite of a tear filled morning, I'm feeling better. I'm feeling much, much better, just have to figure out how to attack this smoking thing because it's now, it's not tomorrow or the next day but I just...why does it have to be so hard?

I guess some things just are.

Alright, well, there is still plenty to do this morning. So I'mma gonna go do it.

Here is yesterday's video. There will be another up tonight. Thanks so much you guys.

and a short too....

I hope you all have a wonderful day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie