Just So Darn Nice!!

Hello, Hello,

I am so happy. When I got home from work last night, I checked my YouTube Channel and I had 3 new subscribers.

This is nuts but in the best way possible and here again, I'm humble AF about it. I know some people get hundreds a day sometimes but for me, this has simply never happened. 18 newbies in one month.

It's just...it's so nice. And it's thoughtful and kind and yeah...humbled for sure.

Anyways, sleep evaded me last night but what's weird is that what I did get was largely REM and Deep so while I'm tired, I'm OK.

I don't want to sleep in tomorrow morning, I have a LOT to do tomorrow so I just want to get a good night's sleep. I've gone two or three nights without the hydroxyzine so I may take one tonight just to ensure it all gets taken care of...sleepwise.

Rent is due technically in 8 days but they give us a grace period so...8 days.

I got this.

I'm going to use my PTO for Wednesday, because of the car, and I'm going to work on Thursday. My boss said I can come in as early as I want to. She's usually there by 6, so that's what I'm gonna go for and I'll work until noon and this way, I'll only come out short about 2 hours through this whole debacle. 

I am focusing on gratitude for that as opposed to lamenting the fact that I wanted a 4 day weekend. It simply is what it is.

And because money is so tight right now, well, this just makes sense.

I did manage to find out that the insurance they carry for us has a $5K deductible and I still have no idea how much it actually costs per month.

I need to get in...soon.

I need to win the lottery, lol...soon.

Anyways, I'm good today. I've had some tough lessons the past few weeks but I think I'm learning and that's the deal right? Learn this shit.

So I posted two shorts yesterday. One of them got 9 views and one of them got over 700. You just never know.

Here they are:

I look like such a dorkus.

But it's fun and people are nice like I said.

I really like doing the affirmations and I've got weeks of them left so that's good but I'll have to come up with something to do afterwards.

I want to do something that might help others but will help me too. Keep learning.

I better get going. TGIF.

I hope you guys have a great day!!

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie