Okie, well as planned, I took the hydroxyzine last night. Yes, it helped.
But it's definitely what causes the depression. I was ready for it though. And I'm grateful for a night of good, balanced sleep. So...going forward, Friday nights it is. Just to play a bit of catch up.
I had one funky dream too. I don't remember much of it.
But of course, I looked it up.
It fits into the whole "becoming" theme.
It showed me where I need to be focusing too. Not as far as all the "stuff" I want to be doing but some internal stuff...some growth that needs to happen.
I feel like the last month has been nothing but growth. It seems like there's been so much of that...period. You open yourself up to it and it comes...it comes.
And the one thing I can tell you with great certainty is that you don't get to pick how it comes, you don't get to control your lessons, they decide themselves what they will look like and when they will come.
Ok, well, I stayed busy last night, both my daughter and I and even though I didn't get all I wanted to get done, done, it was good and I was in bed and asleep pretty much when I planned to be and not a lot of wakefulness.
Thank you, thank you for that.
I'm not writing out my plans for the day anymore. It's just plans. It's things I hope to accomplish.
There is always, always, something to do.
So I guess with that...onwards.
I hope you all have an amazing day.
We are supposed to have some snippets of sunshine today. Grab that stuff, friends. Grab it and enjoy it.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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