Funky Do

 

Good Morning,

Oh man, so while I did get enough sleep, I got scared about not sleeping and I took a hydroxyzine. If you watched my video yesterday, you know that I made the connection between depression and this drug. I told myself that two nights in a row would be fine but it's not. 

This morning is bad. It doesn't help that I woke up from a dream that was so awful. And I am tearful and just...having a very hard go of it.

I'm gonna do all my "stuff" this morning but I won't get to go rollerskating. It's OK.

Life is rarely perfect and self-care is the most important thing. Rollerskating is a part of my self-care but the pinch to get ready and out the door? That's too much today and I know it.

So. On that note, I am going to do everything else. Go for a walk, meditate, do the Wim Hof breathing stuff and go from there.

I actually got the apartment done last night. I pushed. I really pushed. I just wanted it done. Got my long form videos for the week shot. I missed bougie bath so I'll be doing that today after my daughter goes to work. 

We had a knock down storm last night. 

Tornado watch and all the good stuff and you could literally see the water blowing across the parking lot and the field beyond.

We were laughing because Pumpkin was just sitting at my window, completely unafraid, watching it all. 

Our other two cats aren't scared...but they aren't interested either. 

Not at all.

I didn't see any damage this morning; no downed trees, etc.

We still have power.

So, it's all good.

I posted this video yesterday, well last night to be exact. I am going to post the next one this afternoon and then I'll wait until Wednesday or so to post the last one for this week.

It felt good to get those taped. But you know, beware the hair, it's a funky one for sure. Funky Do.

Alright, so my plan is to push through today, to find gratitude in it and to get something, anything, done.

And we will just go from there.

Everyday, in Every way, my Life Gets Better and Better.

Help me see this today, dear Universe.

I hope you all have a fantastic day.

Love & Light,

Neecie