Purging

 

Hi Everyone,

Well. It's been a day already although I haven't done anything yet. I woke up and BAM, the tears started. I sobbed for a good half hour.

I'm assuming I needed to do that.

Part of me wants to give up, throw in the towel. I've been trying so hard to stay positive. It's daunting, this constant stress, knowing that bills will be coming due, knowing I have nothing in my account to pay them.

God. A job. I just want a job. Is that so freaking hard? I guess it is and I don't understand it.

I just applied for one. Meh.

I did have a good day though yesterday. Yep, got some things done. Job search is included in that.

I haven't shot a video for today.

It's in the plan though.

So, I have no idea why this all hit so hard today. I think it's good to purge it so I'm allowing that. But I am also going to keep going. 

It's all I can think to do because...this just all feels hard today.

Ok, so that's what I will do.

Have a great day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie