Sleep Being a Lady!!

 

Hi Guys,

How's everyone doing? I hope you are all well.

The sun is shining and we're supposed to get close to 50 today. 

I'll be out there walking in it at some point.

Well, in spite of "me", I had a great day yesterday. I got so much done. It was like a marathon and it was on!

Update on the boil; the boil remained the same much of the day. However, I finally put one of my hydro colloidal Band-Aids on last night and it sucked so much of the "stuff" out of the boil. I had a major clean up when I woke up but the boil is still there, though greatly diminished. I only had little ones on hand so I have to go use my damn credit card to get some bigger ones. I mean, they work great. I'm not going to shower this morning until I've gone and gotten them because that's amazing.

So my usual step count goal is 8000 a day, right? Well I haven't been coming anywhere close to making that. I was so busy yesterday that I went to bed with 12,000 under my belt.

Also, sleep. The last two nights have been really good. My friend gave me her hydroxyzine scrip if you recall. Well, I was like, how come this works so good and yesterday, I looked at the mg and it's 5 more than what I was taking. I'll tell you what, I'll take it, it works but man, I wake up one groggy motherfucker but the night before last, I got 7 hours and 21 minutes in, with excellent deep and REM times. Last night, I got in a whopping 8 hours and 13 minutes with excellent REM and good deep.

Yup, I will definitely take that!

No bites on jobs goddamnit.

So just more of that today and some getting outside. Some bathbomb making. I just have a tiny bit of cleaning left. I'll be cleaning the kitchen repeatedly today; both to cook and because of the bathbombs. It is what it is.

I'm going to have to push myself to make my steps today. Only going for 8000 today. Why is this so important? It's important because it's something I have control over, something I can succeed at. All this other shit could take me down so quick if I let it.

And I just can't let it. I can't. 

So. I'm going to get moving here. I did publish my latest video. Here it is for your perusal. It's a long one but oh well....

Let's see.

Okay, yeah. Another busy one today. I got this for sure. If I nailed yesterday, today should be easy peasy and the busier I stay, the less stress I feel over all this shit.

I hope you all have a wonderful day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie