Ugh, another shitty day. It really snowed last night and it was gorgeous, except that I had to drive in it and it was dark and stupid me got on the highway.
I spun out at least twice on the highway, saw the few other cars that were out, spin out and one almost smashed into me.
Then I spun out again when I turned on to the street my daughter works on. Well...she doesn't work on the street, lmao. You get my meaning.
But I took backroads home with no incidents.
Beautiful...but deadly.
I don't know what to do at this point. I think I better talk to my apartment manager and tell her we'll be going through the eviction process so she knows.
I think I should sell as much of my stuff as I can as well so I can at least keep up on my bills.
So I guess we'll begin this too.
I need to find a place for my daughter and her cat to go because I'm gonna hang out in my car.
I just don't even care.
All this financial shit. It's one thing when you can stay on top of it, but a whole nother ballgame when the chips start to fall and they aren't falling in good places.
I have to face this so I'm thinking today's the day.
I know they'll ask us to leave early but I have so much "stuff" and I'm really going to get rid of as much as possible but some of it will have to go somewhere. I am hoping I won't have to lose everything.
So. I did apply for a few jobs yesterday and I have already applied for 2 today.
I think it's OK to give up for now and to focus on what needs to get done in the apartment.
This is going to be really, really hard but I got this.
And so, I will come back tomorrow and tell you how this all goes.
Posted this one yesterday.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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