Sorry for the downer blog yesterday. One thing I am really trying to do is to be honest. And I'm aware that it changes from day to day.
I have good days and bad days and yesterday was a really bad day.
I went out to my sister's and spent the day with her dog, Chatty. I love Chatty so much. We had a talk, she and I.
She's slowing down. But she's still the sweetest little girl. I think it did me some good to get out and walk with her.
She almost ate a snake!
Poor thing, it was playing dead. I had that happen with my sister's other dog, Trickle, who sadly is no longer with us. In his case, he didn't notice the snake but the snake was also playing dead.
Chatty didn't get this one either, she hadn't bitten down into it and I didn't notice at first because she has this habit of stopping and sniffing things and it can be hard to redirect her so I was just standing there letting her sniff and then I realized, "Oh. Shit. Snake." So we went on.
What's weird is that I had a dream about a snake the other night. It was an orange one and I was trying to rip it's fangs out. I feel bad about that now when I think about it.
Poor snake.
But it makes sense and as I'm sitting here remembering the dream, I'm like, "Oh...yup. Uh huh."
Bottom line is that I'm better today. I did take a stupid sleeping pill though. I'm so fucking all over the place lately that who knows if it's the meds or not that seem to be affecting my depression.
No clue at this point.
There's more I want to write about but I'm already bored and I'm trying so hard to just keep going so I'm going to shift gears and start my day.
I'll write about what I wanted to write about tomorrow. It's nothing earth shattering and it will wait.
Here is the last of the Health update videos. Now on to a usual schedule.
I hope you all have a great day.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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