So Very Tired

Hello and Good Morning,

Oh. I am exhausted. I went to bed at 8 and I’ve been pretty much up since 1. Laying in bed, tossing and turning.

I went to orientation yesterday. It’s retail. That’s all I’ve got. I have a hard time learning new processes and when you add tired to it…no bueno.

I start at 5 this morning.

I’ll then uber to the apartment. I’m out of boxes so I’m going to move everything that still has to go into the living room and just clean until 3 or so, uber back here and try unpacking and organizing.

If my sister can come out on Wednesday, we can get more boxes and finish packing. I have a TV that has to be moved, a ton of coats, a kitty tower and whatever remaining boxes we have.

I’d like to finish cleaning on Thursday so I can just get the fuck out of there.

Pumpkin cuddled with me, let me out my arms around her and everything.

I need comfort right now.

I’m so exhausted. I’m just so exhausted.

My tennis shoes are falling apart and my feet were cramping yesterday. 

This is all so bad.

If I can make it through this stupid week, at least the apartment will be behind me.

I can start looking for a full time job, a 40 hour a week job, weekends off.

Please.

I can’t keep going at this pace.

I ate two pieces of toast yesterday and two pieces of string cheese.

I’m tired. I’m hungry. I’m sore all over.

Ok.

I guess that about covers it.

Have a good day. If it’s a happy one, send some my way, a bit of your happiness.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie