Beast

Yigh, 

Monday. They get a bad rap, don’t they? 

My morning was horrid.

As soon as I got up, I started sobbing. Man, when it comes over me, it really comes over me.

I couldn’t stop. And my IBS? All day yesterday and two attacks this morning. And then this beautiful song didn’t even know I had, played on Spotify this morning.and I was straight up in my feels. 

There’s a scary dude by my car. I work in a scary neighborhood. Ok, he kept going.

I don’t like getting here early but I always do.

I wish I could go home.

I will say this. For the most part, we’ve had a temperate summer. Very little humidity so far. I should probably knock on wood.

I will get through this day.

I always do.

It’s not doom I’m feeling, this isn’t anxiety. It’s just sorrow.

I talked to Mom and Dad, told them how missed they are. And loved.

I’m gonna push through this day. Just because it didn’t start out so great doesn’t mean the whole day has to be a wash.

In fact, my bestie just messaged me and I’m howling!! She’s so fucking funny!!

Thanks Beast!

I hope you all have a good day.

Love & Light,

Neecie