Amazing & Wonderful

Good Morning!

Ah, I had a wonderful time last night. So much fun. I went to a wedding reception for my daughter’s best friend.

I had such a good time.

And per the norm, I’m experiencing a bit of a crash. I always do after a day of either high productivity or fun.

I honestly think this is a part of the borderline personality shit. The self sabotage peace where God forbid I have fun or do something good for myself. It’s like that internal switch goes off that says you don’t deserve this. What you accomplished doesn’t matter because it’s not enough. You basically suck. 

So today, I’m just kind of trying to say fuck you to that voice. And those mean words. If there’s something that I don’t deserve, it’s that, it’s the horrible things. My brain tells me about myself.

So yeah, just had an amazing and wonderful time.

And I’m allowing myself to take it easy today, but I am going to do a basic pick up because things got a little hectic yesterday getting ready for the reception and there’s just a little bit of a mess. I’m gonna do some laundry too.

But nothing earth shattering.

I already went and got gas for the car and gave myself a facial, just gonna do nice things for myself in between the pick up and go to bed, knowing it’s all good. All will be well and all manner of things will be well.

I hope you all have a very good day.

Be Blessed .

Love & Light,

Neecie