Tired

Hello everyone,

Uffda, today is hard. I’ve officially hit bottom. I have no fight left. I give up.

I’m tired as fuck. 

Can the remainder of my time here be good? Can I just have a couple things happen for me? 

A decent job, living within my means, a little bit of travel. Cats, a dog. Somewhere to live within enough space to move around comfortably?

I give up.

I’m not saying I’m ending things. I’m saying I’m done fighting. I throw in the towel.

I’ve got nothing. 

My daughter told me today she’s tired of living in fight or flight and I right there with her.

Boy, I bring people along for the ride, don’t I?

Tired. 

I’m gonna take a nap and see if that helps.

Today…it’s just a hard one.

I hope that all of you have a good day.

I hope you are blessed with the things I want for myself.

Love & Light,

Neecie