Whatever I Have To

Good Morning!

Well how are all of you today? I hope this freezing cold Monday finds you well. At least it’s freezing where I am and it’s been a minute since temps were this low so I’m feeling kind of like having a temper tantrum about it.

Yesterday was a wash but I already knew it would be. Last night, I went to bed around eleven and woke up around 3 or so. I started to go down the rabbit hole of watching shit on my phone and I managed to finally put it down and I just laid there, breathing deeply.

I went back to sleep and slept until about 7:30. So that’s good.

I have to force myself to move on with the day as planned. I usually don’t if I get up later than planned. I also need to come up with a plan for this job on the nights I don’t get enough sleep because it’s gonna be a problem if I don’t.

The bottom line is that missing work is not an option. Fever and/or puking is the only allowable reason and I hardly ever get fevers or wake up puking so there you have it.

I’ve been thinking a lot about my now impending move. I looked up apartments and little apartment units within houses, etc and while anything I do is going to cost more for awhile, I am happy that they are not as expensive as I thought they’d be.

As far as non-negotiables, I just want to have enough space to move around in comfortably and I want to feel safe.

I am going to make bathbombs today. I need quite a bit more than usual to be ok until my first full paycheck because my unemployment will stop soon.

I’ll do whatever I have to.

Except be a ho. First off, I just couldn’t do that and second, no one wants this old bod anyways. So no ho fo me.

Alright, well on with it as they say.

I’m not gonna film a short until later.

I hope you have a great day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie