Hello Hello,
Well I don’t have to be to work for an hour and here I am sitting in my car…not smoking because I don’t want to reek when I get to work. I sprayed my car down an everything and I have gum. But I don’t want the smoke getting in my clothes or hair.
It’s hard to believe this has happened. Like, because it happened so quick! I didn’t pack any food or anything because he made it sound like I’m just going in to fill out paperwork.
I haven’t called my now former boss yet to give notice because I want to make sure all my t’s are crossed and I’d dotted etc. etc.
Boy I got fat. I’m gonna go get a pair of cheap jeans today. We can wear jeans everyday but I want at least one pair that fits comfortably.
I have dress clothes on today and my pants are stupid tight in all the wrong places but I have a long sweater on so that hides it. I wore my black converse though, don’t even care.
Makeup on but hat is wet. Again, it’ll be mostly dry by the time I arrive so….
So I went to sleep last night at 8:30 and I was up and down, but I mean for the most part good until about 3:30 3:50 or so and I was up for an hour and went back to sleep and got up at about 640. The goal is 5 AM and I know what I have to do and I have to be consistent and I have to put my foot down but the bottom line is I shut my door when I go to bed and that door does not open again until I get up. I just hear everything and my daughter goes to bed late, much later than I end. This has to be a non-negotiable.
She does not make a lot of noise on purpose or anything like that, it’s just that I hear everything. So I’m going to have to go to bed with my door shut, the fan on and also a sound machine. Then I won’t hear shit. Which scares me in case a weirdo gets in, but I guess I’ll deal with it.
OK, I’m going to meditate something and then see how long this drive takes In traffic.
Woot woot.
I hope you all have a great day.
Be blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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