Good Morning!
First of all, I’m getting a little more traffic over here and in my analytics, I’m able to tell that some of it is being generated from my YouTube channel, which continues to grow slowly, but steadily in subscribers. I just wanna say thank you for that. I struggle with so much shame you guys, so much shame over what I’m going through right now, and that this is nothing new. I have this great desire to take care of business and get things on track, but it is at the mercy of money. The almighty dollar. Which let’s face it, if we’re honest, isn’t so mighty anymore.
Yet I continue to be filled with gratitude for the beautiful things people continue to do for me. I’ve talked about the fact that my life has been one of receiving. There is humility in a good way and gratitude with that, but there is also a shame. So I have to remember that when I do have money, I’m generous with it. Not stupidly so but I give where I can because it’s important. And it gives me kind of like a debit and credit situation in my head when I get upset or feel bad that people are helping me, I can remind myself while I did this for so-and-so when I could, and I did this for so-and-so when I could. It really helps.
I did have some conversations via text because of the whole cleaning up my Facebook page thing. I cannot have anyone on there anymore who I don’t trust. My mental health is so all over the place right now, and I am just trying to heal, and find some strength to get through This part of my life, and the Facebook thing is so heinous and so is social media and I just thought I’m getting rid of anyone who feels unsafe. Some of the people I deleted, I will definitely still keep in touch with. I just don’t want them on my social media.
Anyways, today, I am hoping, praying for some kind of productivity in my life.
So on that note, I hope you all have a good day. If you are out there in public, please be safe.
And I wish you a wonderful day.
May you go in Safety, Love & Light,
Neecie
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