Potentials

Good Morning/Afternoon,

Trying here! Trying to push through. It’s so sunny I almost don’t know what to do with myself. I woke up at 3 last night and started thinking about everything going on and I just cried. It’s so sad. I felt so safe as a kid and even into my adulthood, you know, regardless of who was President, even if I didn’t like them.

But no more.

Not safe at all.

I finally got back to sleep at around 5. It’s good to cry but not to dwell. 

I did, for anyone who started wondering the same thing, talk to my apartment management today. I wanted to know since we are a secured building, if a certain group of folks demand entry, will they give it to them and then, if they do, and people don’t answer their doors, will they provide this group of individuals access to actual apartments. I was told yes, they will let them into the building but no, they will not provide access to individual units.

So you should ask.

Also, it was brought to my attention that in some cases, they’ll pull the building fire alarm to try and get people out.

If the alarm goes off, you should contact management immediately.

Just thought I’d throw that out there.

You guys, who thought it would come to this and who thought it could ever come to what it potentially will.

But potentials are the unknown. Be aware and prepare as best you can is what I would say.

And live your life the best you can.

Interview is at 2:30 today.

I need this part of my life to be over soon. Please send good juju, prayers, light, what have you.

I really would be so grateful for that.

Go in Safety, Love & Light,

Neecie