I've been struggling all morning with motivation. I killed it yesterday. I need to kill it today. If I do, tomorrow is all about doing things I like doing, I want to do, relaxation, etc.
Why is it so important? It's important because I can't be sitting on my ass. I've done a lot of it during this lay off and it wasn't supposed to be this way. Always with the excuses with me. Geez.
I want this amazing life and amazing opportunities but I seem to want them to just come to me and I do know that that happens for some people but it's not the norm. Hard work.
And we all know I suck at hard work.
I got a great night's sleep so you think I would be jumping at the bit to start my day but nooooo.
So I'm starting it now.
I'm not sure what kept me motivated yesterday but whatever it was...it was good.
Wonder Woman stance starts now.
Today can be a lot of things.
I never have to weigh as much as I do right now.
I never have to smoke again.
I never have to be quite as poor as I am today.
I never have to wish my life away, I can do.
I never have to fully give in to depression or my weird ritual oriented anxiety.
I never have to pick again.
There are so many I never have to's again.
I never have to be lazy again unless it's planned.
I don't know, let's get this bitch going because yesterday felt so good and I went to bed knowing that I rocked it and it felt amazing.
I want to go to bed feeling that every night for the rest of my life.
So on that note, forwards we go.
Be Blessed.
Go in Safety, Love & Light,
Neecie
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